It has been an exhausting week. Most nights Caleb has woken up in pain or was in so much pain before going to sleep that I couldn't get to sleep. I don't like drugs, so this has been a struggle for me, how much, how often? I know that I have already said that music is the only thing that helps but I am saying it again. Now I will be painfully honest here, I haven't felt much like praising the Lord lately. As humans we tend to expect God to act according to what we want and when we want it, that isn't how it works. My spirit has been in turmoil, so that music that does so much for Caleb...quiets my soul too. It has probably saved my sanity this week.
2 Corinthians 4:8,9 8We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed.
2 Corinthians 12:9 But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. And finally....
1Thessalonians 5:16-18 16Be joyful always; 17pray continually; 18give thanks in (not for)all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.
16 comments:
Cindy,
I know that I don't comment much on your blog posts but I read them everyday. I pray for you and your family. Your strength and commitment to God through tough times is an inspiration to me.
Don't feel bad when your human-ness grabs you around the neck and causes you to panic and/or doubt. God knows all about that (He's felt it too ... in the garden) and right there next to you, holding you. Don't go on feelings ... they lie. Just KNOW that He is there, no matter what. You have shown us so much faith so far that it inspires me. God is using you (thru this blog) to encourage so many others out here in cyber-world.
Mike and I love you and your family.
Love, Your sister in Christ, Pennie
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